Friday, November 14, 2008

Dark Light


WARNING: MY MIND'S IN DISTURBIA
If there's anything I can't stand is being accused falsely or unjustly,especially by people whom you think know you. As for people who don't know me yet make out time to accuse me and call me names......I couldn't care less, I know the truth So there's no need beating myself for some random person's accusations!!!!  PHeww! That said.....
I happen to be one hell of an easy-go-lucky person, I don't get angry, I'm always grateful and thankful, Always happy, smiling and laughing on my non PMS days (and some people seem to think it's annoying.........their loss) but sometimes I wish and wonder what kind of life I would live if there was no good, bad, evil and no God. 
You'd have time to think about such things if you have to drive long distance or sit in traffic for a couple of hours daily, the mind really wanders to weird places. For starters I know that I would be Goth (not saying they are bad people) there's just something about being dark that I can identify with. My career path would definitely be in the lines of highly skilled assassins, there's also something about killing people too - I do believe a Picture of Angelina Jolie from Wanted or Mr and Mrs Smith speaks well on this one. A seductress- compulsory and if vampires exists I would also find myself as one of them untouchable ones. After my assassination days are over, I'd marry a Mafia Lord and help him run his empire. These are but a few of my dark thoughts, Well I'm happy there is a God (My Light), hence all my foolish mind wanderings out the window (I think I've been watching too much ..........then again, I don't think so, I can be dark like this sometimes)
Ok, I feel like I'm rambling, I have to stop writing, Oh! I forgot to mention I'd also be a witch (if they exist)

*eXHALING.........So I've let my mood swing get a better part of me. Tsk!

27 comments:

Miss Definitely Maybe said...

a gothic????????
you could still be one in the present life though...perfectly legal God or no God.
I would probably jus be plain old me, i love myself too much to want to have been someone else lol

deola said...

you are you know. well done.

rethots said...

...not to worry, we all do have our moments of mood swings.

fantasy queen said...

Welcome to me world :)
Except I refuse to settle for wife of, I'd be the head of the family and viva la me the godmother. Lol
I guess we're all a bunch of twisted souls instead
Good thing we're not in america....

~Sirius~ said...

@ MDM I'll pass on being gothic right now, I love me too much for that, LOL!
@ Deola Thanks
@ Rethots, This swing is quite a horrible one, can't wait for it to pass
@ FQ, Aaah If we were there, It'll be all over for them, LOL! Thank God I'm not alone.

badderchic said...

Im trying to imagine you as a goth say takng a BRT bus in Naija! lol

do witches exist? did you read mz dee ? there was one post of hers that made me believe the more that they do exist.
nice one dear

~Sirius~ said...

@ BadderChic ROTFLMAO!!! BRT indeed, no one will enter the bus with me, LOL! Off to Mz Dee's I'm curious.

exschoolnerd said...

my sister from another mother...just like u i definately want to be goth in another life...u knw even in this life ive been doing some goth stuff but just sparsely...am just too scared to totally go into the dark side,dont want to be committed to MFM deliverance by my mumcy for life...cause if i truly decide to let the other side of me take over...denrele will have nothing on me!!!



witches exist oh!!!!!

naijalines said...

Hmm...
Mood swings do tend to pass. Give it time.

MissLove said...

aww Boo we all have our moments it aii ! u r even composed! trust me lol

Naija Idol said...

ur mind really is in disturbia. we all have our moments.lol.

SOLOMONSYDELLE said...

This was interesting. You should turn this dark mood into a character and create a world around her. I for one would love to read her stories.

Take care!

aloted said...

Thank God for God!!!

Hope you feel better now

Twix! said...

Trust me, it happens to the best of us. Im sure by now it must have passed. Mood swings are sometimes inevitable and they could be horrible. Im learning to control my moods, hasnt done much for me lately. Thank God for Blog spot and the cyber friends like us you can share this with. We WILL make you feel better! Have a great week ahead and keep being a happy girl, it makes everything better trust me

AlooFar said...

How are you feeling now?

~Sirius~ said...

@ Xsn LOL! Ehn you really don't want deliverance for a life time. I Trust Mumcy will make sure of that. Dere Who! He ain't got shit on us!
@ Naijalines Time up, I'm Back to normal. Te he
@ MsLove, Composed, Really, Reading it again, I thought to myself, what was I thinking.
@ Naijaidol, Bam bam be da bum bum te bum bum.....lol
@ Solomonsydelle Hmmm, maybe i will, thanks for the idea.
@ Aloted, Yes Oh!!!! G-O-D my eternal Light.
@ Twix!!! really love you name,lol. Thanks A LOT for your cyber love and i will have a great week ahead.
Mood swing over- I really need to control them oh!
@ Aloofar, I'm Fine!!!!! back to me old self, LOL. Thanks for asking.

Nefertiti said...

Interesting. Your blog name makes so much sense now...

Buttercup said...

Yea, false accusation is really upsettin n hurtful..sowee babe..

Wow, i dunno whether to laugh or what..

Yup, thank God for God!

~Sirius~ said...

@ Nefertiti....You have unlocked the code....
@ Buttercup, False accusations can be pretty annoying, Mixed reactions while reading right? I know.....Like you said thank GOD for GOD.

flabby said...

hmmm..dark? neh..altho if there was no wrong..someone wuld probably have killed me!hehe

CaramelD said...

Whoever vexed you in the first place, tell them to mind themselves! Fight the darkness and walk towards the light!

Love ya!

Muse said...

LOL. You should just be a poet. Then, you'll have the legal backing to be as dark as you want.

~Sirius~ said...

@ Flabby......LOL, are you that much of a hazard.
@ CDelight....Don't Mind Them as my mama will say. I'm Running to the light.
@ Muse...For real??? Please don't tempt me....(Joker Smile)

Raisins and Rum said...

hope ur feeling better....
false accusations are just manifestations of hateful feelings...please dont let it shake you..
a goth?
i tend to think that's for unhappy people..
please hang on tenaciously to the light..*scratches head*..i wonder if i spelled that wright?

afunto` baby™ said...

lol i totally understand watchu mean gurl

NikkiSab said...

mood swings can make u evil, but dats normal wit everyone. It all depends on how u react to others.Don't worry it will pass or i bet it has. Just take it easy n try to distract urself with music, it works SOMETIMES for me.

Pink Lips said...

Lol, 1st time here and its gud to know that other pple's minds wander too!! I can't stop lol!!!