Monday, April 27, 2009

Another Month Bites The Dust........

Someone please tell me how we got to the end of the month already. I remember April fool’s day like it was yesterday. Being in the real world really does suck up ones’ life.

Had an uneventful Saturday.
I got robbed whilst I was fixing my tyre at the vulcanizer. Right under my nose, my bag was stolen from my car. It sucked! And I was really upset. Thank God I had my phone, Ipod and car keys in my pocket. As far as replacements go, everything can be replaced; I was most upset about my Juicy C Shades! And my newly acquired make up- it’s all gone! * sob sob. 
Oh well……………... 

The Mister and cousin showed up after my frantic phone call- My cousin hugged me and the Mister gave me the stare. I know, I know, I get the stare all the time- he warns me about things like this and I never listen. Lesson learned now! Thank God he had my laptop bag- I would have literally lost it if my laptop was taken * just the thought of it gives me shivers. Take everything, but don’t take my gadgets.

And so I sulked yesterday away. Slept a lot- which was good. I was in a much better mood by evening. Watched the Mister play his video games one right after the other, and it had me wondering why women complained when their men played games. I mean- he is in the house, right? Isn’t that where you want him? To be honest, The Mister feels a bit uncomfortable sometimes when I am around and he feels like gaming (worried that it might look like his attention is elsewhere instead of with me) I on the other hand can’t be bothered. I enjoy watching him play, and I play a few myself even though most times I suck, especially at the racing games, as for first person shooters I simply do not attempt. He derives joy and pleasure from watching me crash the cars (He’s just jealous because my driving in real life is awesome and I can't replicate that in games). 

I have 3 weddings to attend next month- the remaining single girls in my office decided to get hitched and so the rest of the office keeps teasing me. I laugh and tell them, fear not, for one beautiful Tuesday, I shall walk into the office married- yep. I’ll get married on a Monday, because I can.

I have a French test in a couple of minutes, I didn’t study! I’ll probably boycott the test or copy my boss.

Au reviour......And a little food for thought.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Suga J & B......

*Random (Song(s)) Post


The real world is trying to suck me in, trying to steal my Mojo, Never............I Defy it!

 People are All the same

And we only get judged by what we do


Work has been crazy, and life crazier. Suffered a serious case of insomnia last night.....

So bad, I did the dishes at 1:50 am, cleaned the kitchen- ipod in ear, washed  random things, arranged clothes, picked out my outfit for work.....went back to bed and still no sleep.......Ipod still plugged in and the time is now 4:38am, Lying down- music drowning my soul. I would have to get up for work at 6:10am.......It's amazing the songs you connect with at such odd hours- And why does the Ipod skip the everyday songs at this time of the night?

So Just like a Pill- by Pink begins to play........

I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cause its making me
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Stead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me

This song has my ex written all over it. Last week was his birthday, and Nope I didn't play Miss Nice. No phone call, No text and No email. I'm Not on FaceBook and neither is he so scratch that too.

Life is really funny and share the world with someone for as long as 6 years, you think the world revolves around only the two of you, and then a couple of months down the line, you don't even have the person's phone number.

You move on...........And find out there's another world out there, way better than what you had.

I have a hard time understanding some things in life, it has to do with the human race and how the think or process right from wrong, or even worse, how they don't have a line separating right from wrong knowing fully well that every action they take affects the next person.

The fact that my lines are clear doesn't mean others should have clear lines, right?- Wrong.

B finds her way through my earphones and steals my heart with this song, since sleep has refuse to find me.

Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out 
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on

I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and i
I know that i will never disappoint myself
I must have cried a thousand times
All the ladies if you feel me
Help me sing it now
I can't regret all the times spent with you
you hurt me
But i learned a lot along the way
After all the rain
You'll see the sun come out again
I know that i will never disappoint myself


At the end of the day, we only have ourselves. Our happiness lies in our own hands, Don't expect someone else to make you happy. (Married folks are exempted.......I think*)

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

dnatSrednU oT yrT t’noD*

Chemical imbalance: when the hormones in a female affect her character, causing an off balance in behavior ....~Sirius~

                             A.K.A PMS

When I crave, I CRAVE…….

Is it selfish of a woman to overly seek affection and attention?

Just wondering…….

Why to Some I look like a gold digger and to the others such high maintenance.

In my mind.....

Subtle affection to a new lover does not mean less love.

Satisfy my desire…..

The mind is such a dangerous thing.

At times like this…..

I want, I need, I long for

Selfish thoughts…..

My sanity Is my Desire.


"True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by finding the imperfections in a person and seeing them as perfectly ok.

……Kooks A’la Sirius




Imagine you’ve never been able to love.

Like a language everyone else has been able to speak, but you don’t know how.

Every once in a while someone may speak to you, and you nod and smile back.

She thinks you understand her. But you don’t.

You keep trying, but it doesn’t change.

Maybe there’s something wrong with the world.

Maybe there’s something wrong with you.


Imagine someone came along.

Someone patient.  Kind.  Different.

Imagine someone that speaks the language of love so fluently to your heart that for the first time, the unthinkable happens.

Your heart speaks back.

And all of a sudden, all you can imagine...

...Is how you ever lived without love.

How I ever lived without you.

~Dime Piece~


Your Affection Is My Desire…….


Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Life, Fooled Me!

If you bargain in lira

Life won’t pay you in dollars

If you bargain with a frown

Life won’t reward you with smiles

If you bargain in menial’s hire

Life would pay you in menial’s wage

If you bargain in laziness

Life won’t bring motherluck to you

If you bargain in deceit

Life would pay in cruelty

If you bargain with pride

The end result would be a thunderous fall

If you bargain in risk

Life would pay you in uncertainty

If you bargain in coins

Life won’t reward you in notes

If you bargain in confidence

Life would pay you in surety

If you bargain flippantly

Life would reward somebody else


Life is a Servant

It gives what you Ask

Bargain with life in Hardwork

Life would reward you in Success

~Sirius’ Boss~

A new quarter of the year begins today, I wonder if the people who made resolutions have kept them up to this point. I’m quite satisfied with my achievements so far this year…….Last month had me overwhelmed by God’s goodness in my life, thereby renewing my faith on another level

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh! I just got fooled by the Mister, 2nd year in a row and almost the same thing!!! Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh! What bites me is I love to feel smart, and I was sooooooo prepared for him this year, until he told me his latest acquired gadget had crashed- Seeing as we lost an Ipod touch and a PS3 (all less than 2 months old) to crashing at Christmas (we had to replace them or life would be unbearable, and by we- I gave my consent……lol- HAPPY BOYFRIEND= HAPPY ME)- it was hard not to believe…… I’LL GET YOU BACK!!!!! (My mind was already swearing for the company) By the way people- APPLE has the best customer Service you can think about (This is NOT an Advertisement J)- I got a new replacement for the broken Ipod touch without paying a dime!

Off to prepare for a meeting with guys who don’t smoke but produce cigariettes- how ironic.

Happy New Month Guys........NO FOOLING AROUND!