Crap! I Forgot To Title My Post!

… I miss blogging.

I really do.

It’s the middle of February, and this is my first post.

I even tried the 7 unknown things about me in my head…..and I never got round to actually typing it out.

Now I don’t feel like it anymore.

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I was reading my old posts and I couldn’t believe I wrote most of them……Somehow I don’t think I’m much of that ~Sirus~ anymore……*sigh

On another note…..A blogger saw me and expressed her thoughts on how she expected to see a “fat ~Sirius~” especially after reading posts of me crying my weight out.

Truth be told I’m actually not fat, neither am I anywhere near fat (well, anorexic girls may think otherwise- but who cares about them?) I just suffer from the perfect body syndrome (ha! I just made that up)

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And so today is Valentine’s Day…..truth be told again. I’ve always hated today for the mere reason that a lot of lies and heartbreaks are happening as I type this. I say this because I have been a victim once upon a time and I have also seen people fall victims too.

……oh well. That phase of my life is definitely over, so in the spirit of Valentine here’s to my one true love;

Roses are red

Violets are blue

Remember I once told you

Loving you is all I’m going to do.

Happy Valentine’s day people……………

"14-02 & ~SIRIUS~"

And I did................ :-)

It was inevitable.

I fought it.

I cursed it.

I wanted it.

I hated it.

I fought it some more.

Then  I broke it.

Yes.

 I broke the habit.

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Dear Cupid,

Seeing as we have made up, it is in your best interest to make this relationship work- unless you want to loose me. Again. And in the reality of things, the only way this is going to happen is, if and only if we play by my rules.

 * evil grin. It's either my way or the high way baby. 

(As we all know, your territory is rather empty, and if you doubt me do your own blog rounds and see for your self, Shona, Kookie,Temite!, Black(On behalf of BG), Funms, FQ,  need I go on? Ibiluv, Afro (I don't care that they didn't say so, but I know they are not on your side) hence, you might want to make sacrificies for those of us willing to be on your side :-), ButterCup, you there? we are calling the shots on this one with cupid, Woo Hoo!)

So From henceforth you are not allowed to dose me with shots of Heartaches, HeartBreaks, Jealousy, Envy, Selfishness, Pride, and a Vaulted Heart- Protecting the hard drive is a whole lot harder these days.

Instead only shots of Patient, Kindness, Happiness: Happiness in the truth (good or bad as the case may be), Hope & Faith in all things, and endurance will be allowed.

You got that?

Yours Truly,

~Sirius~

.....XoXo....

Ps:  If you feel you can't put up with this then I oblige you to shoot yourself in the heart and forget we ever made up!

Tomorrow is valentines day...... and I decided to stick to simple and ideal, and you bet it's going to Rock!

HaPpY VaL's Day BLOGSVILLE!!!!......Mmwuah!

“14-02 & Heart Break” - Breaking The Habit.

At this point it’s hard to avoid or ignore the Valentine day madness. It’s so crazy that I believe in the near future February 14^th will be made an actual holiday. What’s even crazier is that this year it falls on a Saturday- Soooo many guys are in trouble. How will they divide their “quality time”- wake up and spend all day with wifey 1- run out and spend all evening and night with wifey 2, and fight with concubine OR fight with wifey2 and spend the whole day with 1 OOOR….disappear all together…Hmmmm I wonder what the BIG excuse would be- I digress.

I and cupid used to be best of friends, but after all the years of living in the real world as opposed to fairytale world, it’s hard to remain friends. I have scars that remind me why this day is over rated. First of all, I attended an all girls boarding school- so scratch valentine out of my secondary school days. After secondary school, My puppy love – realized the day existed when I had literally walked out of the relationship (like Temite- break up without telling him), he sat at home all day waiting for his little pixie to show up, meanwhile little Miss me had a rude awakening that day when my new love was torn between Me and his ex- So he Val-ed his ex in front of the whole school! and I ran back to my roots, met my poor puppy love sitting outside waiting for me…….(I still remained broken up after that oh!) LOL!........And you would think one bad experience is good enough to last you your life time, HA! Well, we all know that there’s always an appetizer before the main course. Now the main course totally Kills Cupid for me- On a faithful Valentine's day, while my mates were out exchanging presents and kisses, I get scarred. Now somebody tell me why my memories of Valentine’s day should be full of Love!

I know most of us have been scorched, burned, hurt or whatever, but I’m breaking my habit this year. After all, this is the year of change init? All those in favour of Obama and Change shout YES! And besides ain’t nothing I do can about the past, but I will not let it affect my future.……..Hey, don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying I’m going all out into the madness, NO! All I’m saying is I will try and change my attitude towards the occasion, and instead of dwelling on the nasty memories, I’ll do otherwise......And Besides the Mister is quite a *Dime Piece.

Speaking of which I have NO idea how these things are done or what to do…………….Any ideas People? 

Please note: I am NOT the Mushy type so all mushy Ideas out the window! Thank you.

On second thoughts.......I think I'll use this year to make up with cupid...........:-)